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♥ Monday, November 30, 2009 @ 11/30/2009 09:27:00 PM

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workworkwork.

okay heyy, ive not been blogging lately, saturday sunday was spent working. pizza hut work. both night shift. sunday was the tiring cause i overworked. some people just dont want to clear table so i do it, alone. in one restaurant. while SHE was just walking around. taking advantage of me. thanks.

today, met rena, off to raffles. train was packed. reach there, we walked to lau pat sat and met veronica, she walk us to societe generale. hah. kayy. waited for the secretary, rinna. then we start our work. i was rather bored. cause i got nothing to do, all me and rena do is laugh. at first, we werent so close with rinna. after lunch , we are like friends when she is 39 years old.

for today, all we did is write add on five paper. decorate christmas tree -.-"
and joke alot, and drank milo, and talk crap alot. with mdm rinna. she tickled me and push me like she was a close friend. hah. she first time see us high gile babi.

okay, i really really miss apek. i dont think i can sleep tonight.

♥ Saturday, November 28, 2009 @ 11/28/2009 03:45:00 PM

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cooooool.

yesterday, was hari raya haji. we woke up and get ready to mosque, they havent start slaughtering. so then after that we went to mak's, ate. then to changi buy eggs -.-
went expo. bought ink and webcam that cost like 90 plus. then after that john little sale. i bought two dresses that me and my mum can share. hah. then after that, back to mosque. see kambing ! and din ! yea, then after that went home.

then after that we all slacked at home, at eight nine like that went to mustafa to get abang's luggage. ohsochoosy ! abang kept asking me to choose for him. hah. end up choose one that i choose in the beginning oh well. then after that, ibu went to buy watch, and she asked me what colour. baik eh, semua tanye aku. tkpe ah, fun pilih kan orang. so then me and abang bought watch too.

next, popeyes at airport. hah. otw there ayah and roslee tanjung actually played racing. like real racing. haha. i was damn excited lahh ! so damn fun lahh. roslee take over ayah then ayah take over roslee. gerek !~
reach there, it was packed lahh. but i waited for one 6 person sit. so then we sat there. since we reach airport, azhirah and fidzlynn cant stop tickling me. i was im not ticklish mann.

after eating, proceed to changi beach since i wanted wind. and i saw stars ! i saw the 3 in 1 row stars which i saw during guides camp. its beautiful. then after that went home slept.

we sort of quarell. but i'll give in. but giving in always is not good too. oh well.
today went to school for open house. i was so damn late. haha. sorry peeps. then after that, talked, blabla. went home. went 461 first to get i dont know what from mak. i played guitar hero drum for awhile. yay ! hah . i wna sleep then go to work. but there is gonna be a guest soon.

i sooooo dont want him to come. bye.

♥ Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 11/26/2009 10:36:00 PM

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hafizz akki ! lelaki yg paling kuat tido.

kayy. hey. today's a bore. woke up at 12. then sat outside. bathe. ate. watch tv. then at 2, i slept again. cool kan ? you woke up at 12, bathe, then at 2, you slept again. maybe im lame to those who experience more. heh. okay , great. so then woke up at four, upin and ipin just finish . lucky, my sister record it. but it was boring in english, tak cute seyh. then use com, i played games. hah ! then played, then dawn of the dead, idk since going arcade yesterday, i started liking shooting games. dawn of the dead made me scream. hah. my high pitch scream.

then after that, at eight. got hungry and ibu said ' pegi lah kedai atas beli makan'

i was like 'okay, that was weird, you always cakap "pegi lah makan ape yg ader tu dalam dapor !" ' then she smile. got money and off to central. bought western food.

there was a commotion at huay tong there. police even put the police sign closing one portion of huay tong there. people thought commit suicide cause they kept looking up, oh well.

went home. ate. then now upload songs in my phone, uploading camp pictures again.

kayyyyyyyy byeeeeeeeeeeee.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA TO THE MUSLIMS KAYYY

totally random pics. heh.

♥ Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 11/25/2009 10:26:00 PM

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im back. imy.

CAMP, DAY 1.

met rena outside gate. she was shock seeing pakcik. heh. funny. so then briefing and change to polo. attendance taking and bonding began.

im the group advisor for sparrow that consists ng yun, chloe, joey, zoey, syahin, jermaine, and zin. kayyyy, they were awesome. all groups too ! kay, so after that, ate lunch if im not wrong. lunch was nasi lemak. sedappppppp. i like cucumber alot.

sparrow did grace. lucky we got the one we know. kayy, after eating, waynn lyza and jia en gave us a helping hand on our amazing race.

thank you.

my station was at atlantis park . i walked with salina there. time check, it was just 1.20, decided to go mak's house since i never seen her for quite awhile. and coincidentally, there was ice cream there. yea ! so ate ice cream and sat with my grandma till 1.55

went to atlantis park since along came to accompany mak already. so then it started drizzling, i ignore, soon more heavier. i decided to go under the block. but then , sparrow and mynah came. gerek uh eh. so then played the game. the first game played by sparrow and mynah wasnt fun cause their strings on their leg wasnt tight. so no much fun.

second game played by dove and kingfisher was fun for them.

it was tight ! heh. then after that slacked with ina and some of her friends. i thank god for them helping me carrying that box. kay. then after that , went shop and save to buy ingredients for apetizers and drinks. my sparrow got ten bucks . oh well.

at night, we started our detective night, joey was so funny till i cant stop laughing thinking about it. i decided to look clues behind the dustbin and she held her head and lower down. omg, it was freaking funny. haha. not only that, afterb hiding one of the clues we already have, i turn and was shock to see syahin right in my face, so i gave her a pathetic face im sure she cant forget.

then they bath, me rena jiamin and sharifah did our traditional thing of showering together. not in one cubical but together. fun. water was cold. it was near to midnight. funn . so then after that, macdonald came. yea, right timing. ate, then watched friends , i fell asleep alot of times.

DAY 2 :

woke up, had morning jog. then came back, me hafizah and farhana decided to bath BUT there were girls inside the toilet. so then after that we went to one of the tents to sleep, i woke up due to hard ground as the tents were at the basketball court. then bathe and hurried to sharifah, yea she was kinda angry that time.

then me and ina, went walking around the school and sat at the table near the gate. talked about mountains. then went back for outdoor cooking, i help out with the rice. then after that went up, me and ina had secret meals. ohmy, was sooo effing nice. then, cook fried rice. at first, me sharifah played stress. so did hafizah and farhana. farhana was so cute kay. so then we played stress four person. me and hafizah got trashed. but it was funn while guides went for their knots and lashing. then, it was indoor cooking. seniors help with the main course while groups did their

apetizers and drinks.

at 6 , got ready for POP, it went okay, then went back to kitchen. i had stomach ache like fuck. great. thought it was okay, but when i was eating, i felt the pain again.

then while waiting for them to clean up, jiamin really went high. we laughed so hard. then they bathe while we played with candles and watch stars. then after that , at 12, me rena jiamin and sharifah did the same thing , it was more cooler. then sat with syahin and izzah, izzah felt asleep first. -.- baik uh ! then me, while talking to apek and looking at stars. the stars were beautiful last night.

Day 3 ;

then woke up , went to wash up, brush teeth, eat. board bus off to sungai buloh. the hike was fun. saw alot of insects, animals, EGGRET. NAPA PALM ! okay, fun. and our group got mosquitoe attack alot. till we all started hentak kaki to get rid of the mosquitoe. poor ms allyson got 27 bite. i got one big one at my cheek. but it went away. then saw the NAPA PALM.

ms siti treat ice cream. thank you cher. then while eating ice cream . saw three lizard monitor. cool lahhhhhh ! then after that went back school, reflection , debrief, coke pringles and went home to change. then to bubble tea. got bored waiting for them then saw yu ying sia. pretty.

soon they came then we bought bubble tea and off to ws. then after that, went arcade first. they played , i played some . then off to kfc to eat. ate alot, laugh alot tooo.

rena > pepsi and gas , pfft !

sharifah > bomoh

syahin > her shivers

and i hit my head at the wall when i was laughing. then after that went home, took towel for bathing and sat at sofa, fell asleep then after that, ibu woke me up with slaps on my butt. heh, then bathe, i felt moodless.

now, im okay, cause abang playing hard on afterlife at guitar hero and aa cheered me up. ibu's friend came , and i went rushing to my room to change pants cause i was wearing boxers.

goodnight.

♥ Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 11/22/2009 01:42:00 PM

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yay.

Friday;

kayyy, stayed home. till 5 get ready for work. then followed ayah run some errands then get taxi. but his friend havent return taxi yet so yahh. ayah send me by motor. and my hair was messed up. who cares. then saw jannah. yay. work was fine, i got mixed up mayonaise and a thousand island. oh, wtf. then after that, got mixed up in orders.

me and jannah got scolded somewhat. then at 10 plus. went home. not exactly home.

to somewhere else first. saw bella and putih. bella lawa sia. kay. hah. then went home, ate alot before sleep. and then slept. apek tertido -.-

Saturday, went to geylang with mak and azhirah to meet ibu there . we went tanjong katong first. then after that to eat and geylang there. hah. yea, i ate yong tau foo again. gosh , i love that yong tau foo there. then after that went shopping for awhile. i bought this blouse where i could wear it for weddings. its grey. somehow i like grey, but orange better lah obviously.

went home, ate, then out to jiamin's to plan for guides camp. yea, then off to meet apek, but azhirah was dne cutting her hair so then ibu and ayah fetch me . :(

then after that , went to bukit gombak to paklang's shop. ayah cut hair and off to airport to eat popeye with roslee tanjung.

hah. too full, so we went arnolds and hougang.

since azhirah and fidzlynn sat at ayah's car, roslee let me sit at his car. got two pillow. and they were very friendly, they even said they saw me walking with a haising boy. oh woah. but good thing they kept in quiet not telling my parents. baik uh.

saw the masjid where cik zida said ader cik pon outside. then ate. i hate arnold's fish and chip.

then went home, sleep. apek fell asleep again -.-

Sunday, today.

not much plan, just going out buy things for tomorrow's camp.

23 till 25 november, camp. guides camp. i have to meet apek today.

bye. update later maybe.

update !

kay, heyy. just now, went out to central buy some shorts. then after that went home, pack back, change went out, met apek first. today was one of the best day with him. then after that went to whitesand, played at the arcade for awhile then after that ate at mac. i saw my childhood friend, luqman. ohmy, last time i saw him was when k2 sia. kayyyy, then after that bought food, ate. then bought burger again, i was starving kay. then chatted with luqman for awhile. then after that went home, i think im overcoming my fear of going home alone at night. great.

im going camp tomorrow. i'll miss my family, and apek.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

♥ Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 11/18/2009 06:10:00 PM

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right after this pic was taken, i went to jumpjump over rocks. end up falling in water with belumut rocks underneath. painful ay.

yesterday didnt blog because i had seriously nothing to blog about cause i wasnt working yesterday so stayed home. but still i had work to do. which was ironing clothes. pfft. boring tau.

so someone got mad cause i didnt blog. heh :)

okay today, woke up. apek woke me up. but i fell asleep again . heh. sorrrry. heh. but still i woke up at eight. bathe and waited for ayah to come home with breakfast. he came back at ten. so then after eating , went out at 10.15 and still i can walk real slowly and reach work on time.

maybe im going out half an hour before reporting there.

today, there werent that much staff. but it was funnn like that. met poh lin. same age and stream. wan was there, kak ju too. duhh. okay, i manage to cary three soups and three water. yay. was so damn happy after that. before that, i was walking around, then i heard the bell. so rush to the bar to serve stuff. i gave kak ju a blurr look cause i need to carry like 6 7 drinks. kak ju and wan end up laughing at me :)

skipskipskip. around three, there werent much customer. wan help me alas perut. baik pe. then aunty soh cook garlic bread for me. it was awesome. then poh lin cook pizza, we shared. then i went bloated. met ferah/ifah. sec two. gerek uh dier.

too bad, i was leaving already. seriously, i cant wait for friday so that i could meet her and get to know her moreeee.

kayyyyyyy, i wna bathe now. then going out soon. pfft. my screen protecter came out. fuck. bye.

♥ Monday, November 16, 2009 @ 11/16/2009 08:39:00 PM

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big boss.

today woke up, i was bored and very lazy to go to work, lagi lagi first day. takpe lah eh.

so then went there, kak ju brief me with uniform and the longlong apron. then start working, at first i had nothing to do , then began all the work. it was kinda tiring, the most part i did was setting table. godd i hate that, i keep forgetting where spoon go and all. ohwell, the staff there are very friendly, jannah is my goodfriend there. she is sec four.

i saw her, we smile, start talking and even gossiping. hah. great. kayy.

wan is friendly, he got gig. the rest were all funny. me jannah and wan and izad even argue abt skaters and matrep.

matrep 11k. haha. okay, then at 4 , celebrate aliah's birthday and i went off meeting apek and izzati at ws. then after that, went to 565.

nothing much.

actually i was bored. and disturbed cause apek kept looking at me. not look, more like starring. then went home, heheh. bestbest. im addicted to the final episode by aa.

ibu and abang are bugging me to cook maggi cause they like my PEKATPEKAT maggi mahh.

byeeeeeeeee.

♥ Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11/15/2009 09:33:00 PM

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i got a call from pizza hut. shit.

okay heyy. today, woke up at 11.30. today is the second day i woke up feeling irritated. because of the same reason. apek uh ni. takpe lah eh. i will remember this.

ate at home. then went out for lunch. went to hawa restaurant at serangoon. food was nice. i ate bee hoon soup and it was sooo effing nice. mama must try. then soursop juice was so nice. everything was nice. the price of everything was 43.20 woah. but i kept telling ayah that it was worth it. and after all we finished everything.

after that ayah drop ibu at mustafa to get that drink i wanted. then after that , went home. arnd four, we went to get rosli tanjung and headed to changi beach. it was raining, i was effing cold. i felt like crying cause miss someone soo much. then after we get in he water but it was so wet , so i didnt went it that far lahh.

dinner at changi village. going out with ayah's friend , rosli tanjung is quite fun at times. he and his jokes. like omg lahh. kayyy. then went home, my neck is in pain again due to playing stress with siblings. pain. while playing with abang, a lady called me telling me that i'll begin working tomorrow. wtf. im in no mood for working mann. i want to go for my attachment !

kayy. time for calling <3
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.